Week 2 & 3 have both been pretty rough and I am wondering if maybe something is not right. But what? (It’s money. It’s my brain. It’s capitalism. It’s the news. It’s that fucking guy and all the fucking guys and all the fuckery. It’s the cancer spreading through my family like, well, the cancer that is also literally spreading through my family. I’m not eating right or exercising right or sleeping right or relaxing right. I’m certainly not working right. I’m not alright.)
Physical
Monthly Goal: 100%
Week 1 Exercise Goals: 150 skips/day
Grade: lol
Bonus: Stretch every morning
Current: 1
Notes: Still trying. Still failing. Wtf.
Work
Project 1
February Goal: Drafts of scenes 1-7
Week 1 Goal: Draft scenes 7 & 8
Day 1: No
Day 2: I wrote a song instead
Day 3: I fucked up
Day 4: Go on a fucking walk you nerd. (Later) Went on a walk. Journaled. Vented. Why are you so mean, sad Veronica? Anyway: Go work on your book, you nerd. (Later) Ok I worked on the book. I feel better, shut up.
Day 5: Just willing myself to work isn’t working so onto something else. Cleaned my space to make it better for work. Will try again tomorrow.
Evaluation: 20%
Note: I said I need new perspective and didn’t get it. I didn’t really try. I developed cold symptoms Tuesday so my grand plan fell through.
Project 2
February Goal: Restructure
Week Goals: ? Recalibrate?
Day 1: Judith has gotten pushed so far off my radar, it’s not fair to her. She needs to find a real home and it’s not Project 2 on my blog.
Evaluation: 15%
Notes: Want to finish action plan for implementation March 15. Unlikely to happen, barring miracle. One decision: I’m going to move Judith work to the Highs Below Zero blog, because that’s really where she should live.
Other
Had to cancel show on Friday. I’m full of phlegm and not in a good way.
I did an RPM Challenge album for the first time ever! It’s rough but I have wanted to do one since at least 2016 so that’s an accomplishment
Monday Night Streaming: Quiet night of hero-ing. Will do again next week.
Gratitudes: Strangers who make cool shit. Also, my Uncle Bud, for being a good man and the gentlest fighter.
Shout outs: I feel like shouting out at the whole world, but not in a good way. Ok, rally, Vero. Sarah Walsh’s show was Friday. It’s her cobra baby. I wanted to be there and to be well, but at least it went well. Sarah, congratulations!
This week’s doodle:
Veronica Dymond 